Letters to my unborn Daughter 09/17/2014

You have always been in my thoughts. From how i am going to have a photo shoot on your first days on earth to the kind of bibs i am going to buy for you and what kind of cloth will be comfortable for you. you have occupied most of my mind and most of my plans have been sketched around when to bring you into the world.

I want to love you more than anything, but for now i like my freedom and not being responsible for anybody.  But I keep thinking about you pretty often. As to what kind of a person you will be as a kid, what kind of character are you going to have as you grow. will you be the one who will be always listening to me or the one who will trouble me every step of what i do. Will you be an introvert or an extrovert. Will you be hard working or the one make us your parents work hard for you. Will you want to be a singer or a musician or do you want to be the plain old boring engineer/ doctor. What kind of games will you like playing. Will you play any games with me?

What kind of Halloween costumes can i get you for the different years. How much college fees should we have to pay. Which school or state will you be in. How much can i love you. Will you become your daddy's little girls and take his side in arguments. Will you be as creative as me or will you be a sports person like your dad.

With the many question and my concerns to give you the best life, i also hope i can achieve everything for you or for my parents. You will probably have feelings of achievement as you grow like i do now for my parents. or you might not take the pressure as i do.

Will you be the teenager i am scared of or will you be the my teenager best friends. Will you follow the trend and have braces to align your teeth if you need or will you scare me with your tattoos and piercing? will you be the troubling daughter or will you be the daunting daughter that me and your dad are looking forward to having.

When you grow up , will want to pursue higher studies or be an Olympian. Will you dream big and try achieve it or will you not care dreaming and stick to watching TV? will you want to play around and make a lot of friends or will you want to talk the truth and lose them.


Keeping all my thoughts aside, i want to give you your space and freedom of growing up. I will have to accept you as you are. But right now i am not sure if i can be a great mom to you, but i will try.And I hope to have a wonderful daughter.